How do I tell you? I am damaged goods? I am rotten? I am bad? How do I say this to you?
People I meet want to know of my past - my life - how I got where I am today. Really? How do I tell them the story?
Do I start with oh I used to be a junkie? How about my Dad used to rape me? Oh better yet I lived on the streets for years and years and ate out of garbage cans?
Yeah I get it. Nobody wants to hear those stories. They want to hear that I was raised in a good home with good parents who loved me. FUCK THAT
I WAS HURT!!!!! I WAS ABUSED!!!!! I WAS USED!!!!! I WAS AN ADDICT!!!! I SPENT TIME IN JAIL!!!! I AM A BAD BAD PERSON!!!!
Yeah so how's that?
I cannot be that girl next door, nor can I be that cute blonde trophy wife my husband wants.
How do I get beyond that? You tell me. All 50 of you that read this post - please tell me as I am LOST.
People I meet want to know of my past - my life - how I got where I am today. Really? How do I tell them the story?
Do I start with oh I used to be a junkie? How about my Dad used to rape me? Oh better yet I lived on the streets for years and years and ate out of garbage cans?
Yeah I get it. Nobody wants to hear those stories. They want to hear that I was raised in a good home with good parents who loved me. FUCK THAT
I WAS HURT!!!!! I WAS ABUSED!!!!! I WAS USED!!!!! I WAS AN ADDICT!!!! I SPENT TIME IN JAIL!!!! I AM A BAD BAD PERSON!!!!
Yeah so how's that?
I cannot be that girl next door, nor can I be that cute blonde trophy wife my husband wants.
How do I get beyond that? You tell me. All 50 of you that read this post - please tell me as I am LOST.